It only took me one week to find a management job at UK after I decided to go back. Yes, it is only one week! That means I will be together with my girlfriend in 2 or 3 weeks, and the salary is much higher than what I get in China. I will be working for a PCB manufacturer as a senior Project manager, which enables me directly  organize 3 projects in the first few months for the management information system migration.

      It seams unbelievable, even though i was working for this company in a 2 week project. and got good relationship with them. But it is real! It just has tested one thing: as long as you have a very clear goal, a very strong incentive or even just a dream, you will get the chance to win! The precondition is that: you have to be brave enough to dream, but not staying there doing nothing except complaining. 

     Anyway, this job is just a temporary position for me, because I can’t allow myself working for a relatively small company for long. I am going to fully utilize the time, and apply for a better job with even higher salary. Although even right now i am still a little bit nervous about what will be going on in next few months, I am more confident about myself, as I am NOT the one who I used to be: This time, I will firmly hold my fate! This time, I won’t let my career and my love fall into mess!

    God bless me, and I will bless myself too!

Thanks for those who have helped me those days, as I was very stressful during the week.  I think I made a terrible decision last year to back to China, which now I feel really regret.  Although it is my homeland, I just cannot get used to it anymore. After I fell in love with someone in Europe, it is even more impossible to keep me in this country.

    To tell the truth, i was struggling about if I should go back, as it means another very hard beginning even though i am familiar with UK. But right now, I think I have made the decision. No matter how big the challenge will be, i am just going to take that Even the final result is just failure, I would be happy to accept that, as I have tried my best  and I will never regret what I have done.

     Someone said I am an idealist. Yes, I am. For the past years, I was always pursing my dream to be more outstanding. As long as there is a goal, there is always a way! Life is fair to everyone,  to be an outstanding man, I have to take more risk and challenge.

      According to Kay, “ Shane is excellent”. Thanks my baby, you are right.

      According to Qiaozhi Lu, “ Shane is peerless”. Thanks my friend, I will never let you guys down.

As you cannot read Chinese, I think it is just the time to use English to write this blog. I hope one day I could show you this blog, because it faithfully records my feelings while i am loving you.

Someone said we were alone when we came to the earth, and the same when we die. However, I have to tell you that you are not alone anymore, someone now is really caring about you - your everything. And I also have to tell you that I don’t have the gene to give up, thus do not doubt my decision to be with you, just be confident and positive for our future.

   We are going to see the result.

　　是藏不住了，我确实恋爱了，对象是丹麦藉香港人。从朋友开始，到好朋友，到暧昧，至到互相喜欢和爱恋，感情爆发的时刻竟然就是要分开的时候。我太后悔当时回国的决定，因为做这决定时和她还只是好朋友。现在好了，又成了异地恋，蜜月期在北京结束时人又被思念活剥了三层皮，昏昏沉沉无心生活。虽然每隔几个月我都会回去看她，但是那一万公里的距离以及七八小时的时差还是让人有些郁闷。

　　不过这次我不会软弱与听从命运安排了。是到了为爱情与理想做出选择的时刻，我不再是那个只会哭哭泣泣依赖别人的人了。我现在会好好在北京工作，同时寻找在欧洲的工作。等时机成熟感情稳定时一定会重返欧洲与她团聚。

　　不要说我冲动，不要说我疯狂，写在此算是我爱情的宣言。不离不弃，绝不食言，因为从此我不再孤单一人。 请大家祝福我们吧。